Today is one of those days where things just don’t go my way. I absolutely hate days like today. I am trying to make a meal for a family, home school Adali, keep the boys busy and not fighting, clean up the kitchen mess, keep Ada from crying which means I have to constantly hold her and I’m still in my pjs which is making it worse. Jax crying every 10 minutes, Jett yelling at Jax every 30 min and Adali trying her best to concentrate on school.
I give up. I just give up. I try so hard to get things done and try to keep the house semi presentable but that is just not working out these days. I haven’t mopped my floors in at least 2 weeks, laundry isn’t done, dirty dishes on the counter, dust all over and I just give up.
I give up trying to do this on my own. I need Your help. I need 10 minutes alone with You. I need to know Your here in the midst of this hectic life. I need renewed strength. I need You.
